Showing posts with label promise. Show all posts
Showing posts with label promise. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Mulai Hari Ini



Maafkan,

Ketika kemarin malam,
egoku terlalu berkuasa dan mengambil-alih kesadaran,
sehingga sampai hati kulakukan itu semua.

Jujur tak pernah kuduga,
tindakan yang kuanggap sangat sederhana,
akan membuatmu begitu terluka.

Maafkan,

Ketika kemarin malam,
egoku yang membutakan jiwa,
membuatmu menangis sedih kecewa.

Jujur aku tak ingat,
betapa tindakan serupa yang kualami sendiri beberapa warsa silam,
pernah menimbulkan kekalutan luar biasa di dada.

Maafkan,

Sebab mulai hari ini,
tak kan kubiarkan air matamu mengalir lagi,
hanya karena hal-hal tak esensial,
seperti egoku yang terlalu berkuasa.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Arogan



Sori banget nih kalau gw tidak merespon elo
Dan nyuekin elo habis-habisan
Juga karena bertingkah seolah elo itu ga ada dalam jangkauan radar gw
Menjadikan elo bagaikan seorang yang tak bisa terdeteksi oleh panca indra

Sesungguhnya itu semua gw lakukan karena
Suatu alasan yang sebenarnya cukup sederhana
Tapi mungkin elo ga pernah menyadarinya
Karena ga ada yang berani, bisa dan mau ngasitau langsung ke elo

Sejujurnya,
Gw tuh udah bosen banget denger berjuta janji surga
Yang terus aja lo berikan, tapi
Sampai kini ga pernah bisa elo tepati

Coba sesekali elo pikirkan sendiri,
Emangnya di dunia ini
Cuma elo seorang yang suka sama gw?

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Alone Again, Naturally

In a little while from now
If I'm not feeling any less sour
I promise myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower
And climbing to the top will throw myself off
In an effort to make it clear to whoever
What it's like when you're shattered


Left standing in the lurch at a church
Where people saying:
"My God, that's tough"
"He stood him up"
"No point in us remaining"
"We may as well go home"
As I did on my own

Alone again, naturally


To think that only yesterday
I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to, who wouldn't do,
The role I was about to play?

But as if to knock me down
Reality came around
And without so much as a mere touch
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt


Talk about God in His mercy
Who, if He really does exist,
Why did He desert me?

In my hour of need
I truly am indeed
Alone again, naturally


It seems to me that there are more hearts
Broken in the world that can't be mended
Left unattended
What do we do?
What do we do?


Alone again, naturally


I cried and cried all day
Alone again, naturally






{ Explanatory Statement: certain parts from the original lyrics were altered to fit in with the intended mood }