Your Last Goodbye

Somewhere in time we both know,
This is going to be the last time of the last times,
For you.

“No more”, you said,
“This is the end.”

You told us that once you were still not sure,
But I think you would feel just the same,
If you stay here longer,
It just has no point for you to remain here.

“I just don’t want this no more”.
Those were the last words you wrote on the pad you left on your desk.

So long, Adriani.
Wishing you all the best in your new workplace.

Dear Pumpkin

Dear Pumpkin,
I really gotta know
Please tell me now
Should I stay or should I go?

Pumpkin, if you say
That I am yours
And you are mine
I will be here until the end of time

So Pumpkin, you gotta let me know
Should I stay or should I go?

If I stay you said there’ll be trouble
But if I go the trouble will double

Dear Pumpkin, please stop teasing me
Just come on and let me know
Should I stay or should I go?

And I’ll Just ... (Walk Away)

I don’t know for how long I have felt that
There’s a deep river of tears inside I need to cry
Been holding back for years and perhaps will always be
But that was when I think there’s no future without you

There’s a high mountain so great its altitude I need to climb
To encourage me wipe away the hidden fears
And on its top I feel like home because
Solitude and loneliness has been the only true friend of mine
Even when there were you to fill my days

Who knows where I am going, or
Does tomorrow belong to me?

But that was then and
This is me now
As I’m turning my back on sadness and emptiness
I decide that it is now to leave them all behind

Strength will be by my side
Even though I feel afraid but
I know it’s already too late to say goodbye
We know there’s nothing left to say to each other

I will walk this path
This time with my head up high
I will walk away with pride, just me and myself

I have nothing left neither to regret nor to hide
No tender moment to hold because we had none
And those tears you once saw flowing down from my eyes
They won’t be there ever again

And I’ll just walk away from us

Selamat Tinggal ... Selamanya

Ada kalanya cintamu kurasakan

Ku takkan tergoyah, kini tak lagi gairah

Apakah harus usai cerita cinta hanya karena kita merasa jenuh berdua?
Mungkin baiknya aku mencoba untuk menjauh

Adakah dirimu masih inginkan aku?

Andai saja bisa kukatakan bahwa sejujurnya aku masih inginkan sayang

Wajahmu selalu ada dalam benakku,
Dengarkan jerit hatiku
Dengarkan pinta hatiku
Mungkin baiknya aku coba untuk menjauh

Adakah dirimu masih inginkan aku?

Ku tak mungkin membuatmu mencintai aku
Ku tak mungkin memaksa jika sudah tak ada
Ku tak mungkin bertahan bila semua t'lah hampa

Mungkin ini saatnya ucapkan selamat tinggal ...

... selamanya











[ As performed by Shanty; song & lyrics by Dewi Sandra and Boy Syaref -- Dedicated to MasaiLion I once love with all my heart and soul, wishing you'll have a wonderful St. Valentine's Day celebration ]