Why Would I ?

And when you said those parting words
I was so stunned,
Could not believe I have to accept this fate
Felt like someone just pulled the rope of the black bell and it tolled
Loudly, deafening, and then it stopped abruptly
And then the world fell in silence all of the sudden

You made me wanted to take myself away, far from this place
To somewhere else, near or far, anywhere but here
Where there were lights, shone brightly forever
Where darkness only be seen in strange forms of shadows
Where the end is predictable and controllable, and comes only if you wish for it
Where I don’t have this feeling of needing you by my side

Because why would I want you to be here, just to lose you again?